Closing the Door

I'm closing the door on the life I have lived,
It was never my life at all.
I've never known whom it belonged to,
I never asked to learn
 
I'm throwing away the key to somebody else's life,
Somebody else's hopes and dreams,
Somebody else's love.
 
I dreamt my life, my walk, my love,
I dreamt of a long journey far from here.
But now I awake, and I realize
That I've never even risen from bed.
 
But now I rise, and I wash myself,
Forgetting the dreams of my night.
I don't remember where I had walked;
It wasn't me at all.
 
I see breaking dawn through the window,
The new day has hardly begun.
But I've locked the door on the life I have lived,
To never go back,
To never look back,
To never remember the love, the tears.

 

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